today went Tp settle d quit school thing.. but end up, my cp talk 2 mi n tell mi i still can defer.. of cuz defer lahz.. den can go back school study easier mahz..
but when i tell darling, he rejected.. hear he lyk tat sae, den i cry again.. by apr '09 baby will b bout 3-4 mths old le.. cfm will got ppl wanna look after d baby de lohz.. if dun haf den dun study lahz .. if got den i go study mahz.. got wrong mehz? he juz scared i cleverer than him.. den we will end up lyk wendy n him.. i'm sure we wun.. i'm nt a cha bor tat always wanna win.. now got baby lohz .. muz think of him oso rite? Y kenn cant support mi n think tis way? kip sayin he more mature than mi.. but seriously he nid show it mahz .. gettin mi preg not is not a mature thing to do mahz.. if he mature den he'll think bout wat will happen n everything.. den we wun b in tis stupid situation..
but.. havin baby is a very happy thing.. i dunno y.. baby alwaes make mi happy.. thinkin of baby, i alwaes forget all mi sadness n angryness.. =>..
wateva happens... I still love all of u !! Laogong, Baby, Rocky n Mocha !! Muackx!!
