Scared Scared

today went Tp settle d quit school thing.. but end up, my cp talk 2 mi n tell mi i still can defer.. of cuz defer lahz.. den can go back school study easier mahz..

but when i tell darling, he rejected.. hear he lyk tat sae, den i cry again.. by apr '09 baby will b bout 3-4 mths old le.. cfm will got ppl wanna look after d baby de lohz.. if dun haf den dun study lahz .. if got den i go study mahz.. got wrong mehz? he juz scared i cleverer than him.. den we will end up lyk wendy n him.. i'm sure we wun.. i'm nt a cha bor tat always wanna win.. now got baby lohz .. muz think of him oso rite? Y kenn cant support mi n think tis way? kip sayin he more mature than mi.. but seriously he nid show it mahz .. gettin mi preg not is not a mature thing to do mahz.. if he mature den he'll think bout wat will happen n everything.. den we wun b in tis stupid situation..

but.. havin baby is a very happy thing.. i dunno y.. baby alwaes make mi happy.. thinkin of baby, i alwaes forget all mi sadness n angryness.. =>..

wateva happens... I still love all of u !! Laogong, Baby, Rocky n Mocha !! Muackx!!

mY pRoGr3s5....

today went gif 1st tuition.. had a great time.. but after tat needa go hm den go geylang polyclinic take report and go return books .. sianz ..

so after the tuition, i took bus 31 to marine parade ther de 7 11 buy soya bean milk.. went to take a cab to go hm.. when i reach hm.. no 1's at hm ... haiz .. so sianz .. lazy cook so eat the hotdog bread daddy bought for mi.. rest awhile wib rocky boy n sayang baby..

bout 1 pm .. i went downstairs take bus to geylang polyclinic.. gan du lan.. Lab ask mi go room 15.. room 15 ask mi go counter 9 ... sianz .. after tat still nid go find tat idiotic counseller.. haiz .. she sae wat i oso not happy .. wher got such counseller de ??? haha..

went cheers buy sweet den saw jie's mummy.. juz went in 2 sae hello, bought mi sweet den carry tat big heavy stacks of books to return.. finally return le .. den thinking of baby .. so, went to find pregnancy de books .. end up found 3 very interesting de .. 1 is for kenn to read.. 1 for mi 2 read .. n another is for Rocky n Mocha .. so tis baby got the whole family 2 support..

after i finally made my day happy, i went hm 2 c ah gong at hm .. he help mi cook alphabet pasta for mi to eat, cuz baby hungry hungry.. lolx .. that was bout 4 pm le .. so i only bout 8.30 den eat dinner.. finally such good dinner.. mui fan .. miz kor cook de mui fan .. lolx .. 1 day muz ask kor cook for us .. heehee ..

anyway, hubBy haf been in camp for 2 days le .. today he nv call mi .. sianz .. miz him so much.. muackx ..

A day of BZ ...

ther's so mani things to do today..

1. buy enuf med until KK doc appt...
2. return library books in due..
3. pack sum of my things.. (to bring or not to bring)
4. go suntec mit aunty wendy and aunty jane..
5. start on my scrapbook for the little one!!!

omg... juz wake up n eating breakfast worz.. so lazy.. lol... haf 2 do all tis alone... hmmm.... let's c ...

• 12nn- go polyclinic den 2 library
• cum back till 2pm- pack partial shelf (1/4)
• 2pm- bath
• 3pm- design scrapbook cover
• 5pm leave hm to suntec

Not a bad idea.....

Life's new Chapter = Baby

This is very much the start of a new chapter in my life.. I'm pregnant.. 3mths already.. Kenn's baby..

We went to KK on 30.5.08.. I did a ultrasound and caught the first glimsp of baby.. so so so0o cute.. den.. d tot of abortin juz vanish.. neither kenn or i wanna abort.. though financially and family's a huge problem, but we decide we'll face them tgt..

So.. now both our mummy and daddies noe le.. though it's not quite of wat we expected, we manage to kip the baby.. so..... we both nid wrk hard for tis little one in my tummy.... =>

Baby arhz.. Gu gu n i saw some books for ya name today.. If u gal gal, den we'll use either Venetta or Letitia.. Chinese name would b rui yan or rui ling .. muz ask first.. If u boi boi, den let daddy choose and sae..

Baby arhz... you muz support everything that we r doin horz... okiex? we went thru anot of courage and discussion b4 we can kip u.. yoa zhen qi wor.. daddy goin reservist tml.. friday den cum back.. it's u n mummy le.. dun naughty worz.. guai guai....

it'll b a hard journey.... but i'll enjoy and jian chi dao di....