BZ BZ BZ BZ

it haf been a very bz (n abit borin) month 4 mi..

Letitia was born at 1856h on 9th December 2008.. I went 2 the hospital at bout 1600h.. Every1 say she cfm will only arrive at bout 11+pm.. but we shocked every1.. i only spend bout 2hrs in the delivery ward b4 she was born.. n the duration of her coming out was only bout 15mins.. LOL.. she weighs at 2940g n was 49cm tall..

Although we were warded on tuesday, she can only b discharged on saturday (our initial discharge day was thursday).. so i stayed wif her until saturday.. when Kenn n his mum came the fetch us home, we waited till 1600+h.. cuz we need to wait for her t4 blood test report.. cuz i got thyroid.. she might get it frm mi.. but neither of our family haf a history of thyroid, so her chances of getting it is very minimal.. still, when the report was out, the doc didn't allow her 2 b discharged, as the result wasn't good.. None of us wanna let her stay there by herself.. so i signed the discharged form, stating tat i wan her 2 b discharged.. end of the day, we went home together..

the days that follows were quite similar, the food i eat, the things i do, everything tat happens actually are the same.. the only different days were the days tat we brought Letitia to the polyclinic (to check her jaundice level, she is free of jaundice!! => ), to KKH (to check her thyroid level, she is free of thyroid oso!! =>>) n the day tat i went 2 KKH for my thyroid blood test (still haf 2 go for my appt tml, f*** d thyroid).. Letitia haf brought smiles to my face, as watching her went through d days with sleeping, eating, smiling, laughing n crying..

first time being a mother to a child.. every1 told mi tat being a mummy 2 a child is very diff frm being a mummy to a pet .. i beg 2 differ.. i still love Rocky as much as i love Letitia.. if i'm given money to spend on either of them, i will rather buy something cheaper for both of them .. Rocky too bring smiles 2 my face.. i noe they'll get along very well..

Letitia will b holding 2 full month celebration.. 1 at my mum's place n 1 at serangoon .. I hope everything will turn out ok, as i'm not d 1 planning 4 either celebration.. surprisingly.. Let the grandparents decide bax.. LOL.. (n it's on next weekend!!! HAHA..)

OMG!!!

so much have happen since i last blogged ..

first, i had a wonderful 19th birthday on 7 nov 08 at k box .. with kenn's family .. my dear laogong gave mi a surprise bday cake .. SO SWEET LAHZ!! heehee ..

then it's the big big event on 9 nov 08 .. Kenn n I got officially married .. everything haf been so dramatic for all of us since the start of the relationship .. although we've only been together for a mere 9+mths, we've been thru alot .. i'm sure that those hu noe us can prove that ..
the preparation of this big day have been 'quite' easy .. juz tat it means alot of DIY-ing .. tks to the help of every1, it's a success, i would say .. though there's no dramatic proposing act, crying scene or even 'kissing of the couple' , i still enjoy the day .. hopefully those hu were there enjoyed themselves too ..

Last thing is that i had my routine gynae check-up on 10 nov 08, baby's already 36weeks old .. she weighs est. 2.5kg now .. i was only 2.4kg when i was born lohz .. she heavier than mi siaz!!! how can?!?! lolx ... doc says she healthy n nothing's wrong .. next appt is on 24 nov, means 2 weeks l8r .. Kenn's mum is hoping she'll at least b 3+ kg .. Let's hope so bax ..

that's all for now ..

ps: pics not ready yet .. will b up soon ....

baby rui ling's growth ....

According 2 d ultrascan on friday, 26th sep ... Our little Rui Ling is 1.49kg ... Her daddy n paternal grandma say she too small ..... So now i hab 2 eat more fish n beef .. lolx .. Den baby will grow big big ... (else l8r Mocha or Rocky can pick her up n move her elsewhere ... lolx )

Rui Ling... Whichever size r u, mummy will love you all d same .. Whether mummy hab 2 slog my life 2 support u financially, whether daddy's goin 2 get a stable job 2 help out, I DUN CARE.. I'll love you all d same n gib u d best .. kkx ?? I promise ..

m0ii p0oR r0cKy b0ii ....

sob sob ... Rocky hurt himself .. dunno wat is he doin ... eyes swollen, ear's bleeding ... so ke lian .... clinic only open at 5pm ... sianx .. c he lyk tat, i now so lose siaz ...

mummy sae is his nails too long, den he scratch himself until bleed de ... but tat day (7th sep) juz
went grooming, possible mehz?!?! haiz ...

1st pic is d eye : swollen n tearing ... he look so sad .....

2nd pic is is left ear : although cannot c clearly, d circled part is d worse wound in d ear .. actually both ear oso got wound .. but Rocky dun let mi touch .. so very hard 2 take a clear pic ... sob sob ...

Lyk tat lohz ..

No 1 gib mi comments den expect mi update arhz ?? ok lohz ... lyk tat lohz ... lolz ...

Update arhz ?? Baby's kicking mi everyday .. especially when I'm laying down ... And when she hear her Daddy's voice ... So ... When Kenn come home late, Baby will start kajiao-ing me .. T.T .. Lolx ..

So how's d name Letitia? Or Letizia?

PS: Ppl !! dRoP mii3 c0mMeNt5 LeiZ!!

It's a GIRL!!

Today's scanning at KKH, shows that baby's a girl girl worz!! Hee hee .. Next time can doll her up .. go shopping .. yang orh daddy .. HAHAHAHA ..

P.S. Any ideas on names ???????

Kenn's 22nd B'day ..

Here's some of the photo's we took on 16/07 at AMKHub de ''San Zhong Liang Jian'' ..

Left: Daddy and Daughter .. (Vane laughing at the word '' hamburger'' ... Lolx .. )

Center: all of us acting cute .. only Vane very mesmerised by the cake ..

Right: Daughter help Daddy cut Cake .. Dunno is her bday or his bday .. L0Lx ..

18 Weeks into Pregnancy

On 14 July, I went to KKH for mi check-up .. It's also the first time we hear baby's heartbeat .. So so so COOL!! Lolx .. D doctor told us that baby's fine ..
Details :
my Weight: 53.6kg (OMG)
my Bp : 70/120
my pulse: 117bpm

That's all 4 nowwwwwww......

Updates n a poll for names!!

Knowing to have so many ppl to concern bout mi, life feels so gr8t!!
some latest updates ..
baby's bout 16.9 weeks..
if all goes well, we're getting married @ rom on 2nd oct 08 ..
might b holding a small small reception at hm niaz ..
den the plan is when baby's doin it's 1st month, we'll hold a wedding buffet n baby's 1st month at a bungalow chalet, inviting as much as we can .. ( so, ppl, cross ya fingers that u get picked!! lol!!)

nwaes, can any1 gib mi ideas of names?? (abit too early, i noe .. but hehehe .. )
i'm looking for 1 tat starts wib I/ L/ U/ V/ W..
some tat found ..
boys:
*Ichiro : means first-born son in Jap; but alot of us thinks tat it sounds itchy.. lol..
*Leander/Leandor: means 'lion-man' in Greek aka king, leader, ruler..
*Luciano: means 'light' in Italian, a vibrant, operatic Latin choice..
girls:
*Lakeisha: juz a invented name ..
*Letitia/ Letizia: means ' joy, gladness' in Latin..
*Lequicia/ Lequitia: invented by Kenn's sis, Prisc..
*Ulrica: means 'wealthy n powerful ruler'..
*Ursula: means 'little female bear' in Latin..

for now got all this .. pls gib mi some comments...

Scared Scared

today went Tp settle d quit school thing.. but end up, my cp talk 2 mi n tell mi i still can defer.. of cuz defer lahz.. den can go back school study easier mahz..

but when i tell darling, he rejected.. hear he lyk tat sae, den i cry again.. by apr '09 baby will b bout 3-4 mths old le.. cfm will got ppl wanna look after d baby de lohz.. if dun haf den dun study lahz .. if got den i go study mahz.. got wrong mehz? he juz scared i cleverer than him.. den we will end up lyk wendy n him.. i'm sure we wun.. i'm nt a cha bor tat always wanna win.. now got baby lohz .. muz think of him oso rite? Y kenn cant support mi n think tis way? kip sayin he more mature than mi.. but seriously he nid show it mahz .. gettin mi preg not is not a mature thing to do mahz.. if he mature den he'll think bout wat will happen n everything.. den we wun b in tis stupid situation..

but.. havin baby is a very happy thing.. i dunno y.. baby alwaes make mi happy.. thinkin of baby, i alwaes forget all mi sadness n angryness.. =>..

wateva happens... I still love all of u !! Laogong, Baby, Rocky n Mocha !! Muackx!!

mY pRoGr3s5....

today went gif 1st tuition.. had a great time.. but after tat needa go hm den go geylang polyclinic take report and go return books .. sianz ..

so after the tuition, i took bus 31 to marine parade ther de 7 11 buy soya bean milk.. went to take a cab to go hm.. when i reach hm.. no 1's at hm ... haiz .. so sianz .. lazy cook so eat the hotdog bread daddy bought for mi.. rest awhile wib rocky boy n sayang baby..

bout 1 pm .. i went downstairs take bus to geylang polyclinic.. gan du lan.. Lab ask mi go room 15.. room 15 ask mi go counter 9 ... sianz .. after tat still nid go find tat idiotic counseller.. haiz .. she sae wat i oso not happy .. wher got such counseller de ??? haha..

went cheers buy sweet den saw jie's mummy.. juz went in 2 sae hello, bought mi sweet den carry tat big heavy stacks of books to return.. finally return le .. den thinking of baby .. so, went to find pregnancy de books .. end up found 3 very interesting de .. 1 is for kenn to read.. 1 for mi 2 read .. n another is for Rocky n Mocha .. so tis baby got the whole family 2 support..

after i finally made my day happy, i went hm 2 c ah gong at hm .. he help mi cook alphabet pasta for mi to eat, cuz baby hungry hungry.. lolx .. that was bout 4 pm le .. so i only bout 8.30 den eat dinner.. finally such good dinner.. mui fan .. miz kor cook de mui fan .. lolx .. 1 day muz ask kor cook for us .. heehee ..

anyway, hubBy haf been in camp for 2 days le .. today he nv call mi .. sianz .. miz him so much.. muackx ..

A day of BZ ...

ther's so mani things to do today..

1. buy enuf med until KK doc appt...
2. return library books in due..
3. pack sum of my things.. (to bring or not to bring)
4. go suntec mit aunty wendy and aunty jane..
5. start on my scrapbook for the little one!!!

omg... juz wake up n eating breakfast worz.. so lazy.. lol... haf 2 do all tis alone... hmmm.... let's c ...

• 12nn- go polyclinic den 2 library
• cum back till 2pm- pack partial shelf (1/4)
• 2pm- bath
• 3pm- design scrapbook cover
• 5pm leave hm to suntec

Not a bad idea.....

Life's new Chapter = Baby

This is very much the start of a new chapter in my life.. I'm pregnant.. 3mths already.. Kenn's baby..

We went to KK on 30.5.08.. I did a ultrasound and caught the first glimsp of baby.. so so so0o cute.. den.. d tot of abortin juz vanish.. neither kenn or i wanna abort.. though financially and family's a huge problem, but we decide we'll face them tgt..

So.. now both our mummy and daddies noe le.. though it's not quite of wat we expected, we manage to kip the baby.. so..... we both nid wrk hard for tis little one in my tummy.... =>

Baby arhz.. Gu gu n i saw some books for ya name today.. If u gal gal, den we'll use either Venetta or Letitia.. Chinese name would b rui yan or rui ling .. muz ask first.. If u boi boi, den let daddy choose and sae..

Baby arhz... you muz support everything that we r doin horz... okiex? we went thru anot of courage and discussion b4 we can kip u.. yoa zhen qi wor.. daddy goin reservist tml.. friday den cum back.. it's u n mummy le.. dun naughty worz.. guai guai....

it'll b a hard journey.... but i'll enjoy and jian chi dao di....

The shopping for his bike day ..

D best day ever ... Yesterday ..
Morning : K had 2 go sub court to settle his prob ..so i pei him go ..we plan 2 go buy my helmet , to match his, after that we go back his hse slp b4 3pm ..he finish only at 11+am ..

Noon : we tot tat my cheque will finish the transaction by 12nn .. end up it'll only b ready by 2pm .. so we decided 2 go park his bike properly (so wun tio summon) at sim lim tower .. den we go c lights ..cuz he wan put light on his bike ..

Afternoon : we cannot find suitable size de row of LEDs by then alr 1pm .. so i sae y not we go eat lunch first ? since K haben eat since morning .. we eat finish, so we go shi ma lu guan ying miao pai pai n went OG walk walk .. juz nice 2pm ..after we go draw money, we went ah boy buy MHP helmet ..grey colour ..

3+ - 4 pm : we ended up making his bike de seat wib both our names on either side and make my name de sticker and 4 paw prints .. juz lyk Rocky ink his paw prints on our helmets ..

finally 4+ : we go hm slp ..until 8.30 ..he have 2 go tua pang gong .. after we eat dinner tgt , den he go off le until 1+am den come back ..

frm den till now ...

We're tgt 4 2mths now n love is swweeet .. He started wrk not long ago .. N i'll c much less of him le .. I'm still comin his place everytime .. Love him 4 hu he is n wat is he .. Mummy might still not lyk him , but i'm sure she'll get over it ..

2 full post bout K .. Time for Rocky .. Rocky Ace. Yihao .. mY s0n .. a w0ndErFooL siLky tErriEr .. he's goin 2 on sep 22 .. Love him, miz him .. he ish juz so cute .. he hate d smell of cigg n scared of lighter .. not sure bout swimming n bathing, but wans 2 try it out .. vEry naughty n love 2 play .. prefers daddy than mummy .. but loves his family .. feeding on natural balance duck n potato mix with avoderm oven-baked lamb n brown rice .. love all food .. n drink frm a bowl ..

kekeke .. m0ii 2 darlingx .. love u 2 very very much ..
d 2 guys in mi life ..

wAt hApPeN nExT ?

Morning of 31st Jan ..

K ask mi if I wanna mit him on 31th night .. I of cuz said yes rite ?



So i went over 2 their tua n mit HIM .. I saw 2 of his frens downstairs .. I onli noe after a few days ltr tat 1 is JJ, d other is WL .. K asked mi 2 tell his brudders I his gf .. but he nv sae a word bout it .. how would JJ ask "ni lai zao ken ar ?" Den WL very bo do .. after JJ ask tat .. WL ask 'ni lai zao A ar?"



BWK .. Lolx ..

fRm D sTaRt ... KnJ ...

We started on d 31st Jan 2008 .. A week after 5 diff unknown guys contact mi .. I actually went 2 mit 1 of d guys, A .. I ended up noe-ing B and K oso .. After spending a night at K's place, A n B went off .. Left K n mi .. Flinging ard was so much fun .. He send mi 2 a bus stop n that was almost it ..

I got his hp no. frm A .. N sms him when i reach hm .. He was free .. So we chat till his fren mit him ..

This happen frm 29th Jan 2008 night till 30th Jan 2008 afternoon ..