Back at 娘家 again....

Last night alr come back.. juz that too tired to blog.. so now den come update..

Every1.. dun worry.. i alr back at talking to kenn..

juz that still very easy to triggle quarrels wib him.. it's not tat i wan to quarrel..

sometimes juz cant stop myself.. i oso feel very bad mahz..

He's now lyk Cookie.. trying to trust, but not trusting yet.. i understand, dear.. i oso wan you to come out of yourself, and tell mi your feelings.. i noe you scared i angry.. you oso scared tat i'll become someone lyk wendy.. but.. PLS TRUST ME..

i'll always love you de!! OK?!

tried to intro Rocky to Cookie.. but Rocky still prefer "1family, 1 dog"..

sorry Cookie.. your kor kor juz cant stand you comin to his house.. next time we bring kor kor to your house.. ok?

Cookie's now on Proplan: Special Blend: Salmon.. at least he's eating..

Be good boy when mummy's not at home.. ok?

ytd went amk with kenn's mum n sis.. only walk walk..

help kenn find his thing.. end up when i find le, he tell mi he already buy..

dear, u nv tell mi lohz.. make mi go all over amkhub to find!!

hmph!!

today went shopping with mummy.. at somerset..

first went to john little.. bought some stuff n made my john little card..

so nice lohz..

*anyone want go john little must tell mi horz*

den we went robinson.. bought Letitia 2 bibs!! so nice!!

$6.90 only!!

sales sales sales everywhere!!

after that we meet daddy at bugis.. ate sakae sushi!! yummy!!!

total bill was almost $70!! WOW!!

now's 0135.. gal gal juz finish milk..

slping soon le.. yawn..

tml will b mi taking care of gal gal myself..

haiz.. tired tired..

Sometimes...

Sometimes I feel like I'm drained.. Y do we quarrel so easily? I tot we promised each other? We had a vow? We swear that we'll stay by each other no matter, happiness, sorrow or health, till death do us part.. You say you'll change after marriage.. You'll sae everything wun be the same after 9 November 2008.. You say you'll listen to mi.. But wat happen now?

I dun lyk the part of u saying sorry after I got angry.. Y muz u wait for mi to get angry b4 u sae sorry?!?! I dun lyk the way you avoid the problem after I start crying.. You always sae, "Ok lahz.. Dun quarrel le lahz.. Sorry, it's my fault.." Dun make yaself sound so nice n everything..

Sometimes I juz wanna give up.. Juz die can le.. Lyk wat Jasmin once told mi "everything will b solved".. But I can't do that.. Hu'll look after Letitia? Hu'll look after Rocky n Cookie?

But wat m I to do? Rely on you? You can't even feed yourself.. It's not that I dun wanna support you on your's new job.. It's not that I wanna throw you wet blanket.. It's juz that u make mi not trust you anymore..

I wanna love you.. Lyk I always do..

I wanna enjoy my time with you.. Lyk we were before..

I wanna wait for you to come back from work.. Lyk Letitia always did..

I wanna spend the rest of my life with you.. Lyk we've promised..

I wanna.............

Baby, I noe you're angry n sad that I'm not forgiving you.. wateva your parents are goin to say tonight, I dun really care.. They are, AGAIN, trying to help solve our prob.. But it'll only worsen it.. We need to solve the prob by ourselves.. The longer we drag, the worse our prob will become..

My mum's having off on Wednesday.. So tml I'll go home n cool down.. whether you'll wanna cool down anot is ya prob.. When will I come back depends solely on you!

GOOD NIGHT!!

GRRRRLLL

f u f u f u f u f u f u!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm freaking pissed n angry!!!!

Cookie's 1st outing

Brought Cookie out today.. though raining..

Cookie:
1st time play with so many doggies!!! so so so fun!!! Got 2 noe BaoBei d fellow silky (he abit attitude.. bleahz..), Cookie the husky (once sasha came, he dun wan mi le.. n he only 11 mths old!!), 1 Golden n 1 Husky ( dunno their names), Spot the JRT (very shy de JRT, he's daddy brought him out..) n a beautiful 5 yr old Husky called Sasha........... *day dreaming*

Mummy n Daddy brought mi go Bishan after that .. to eat the Kim San Leng Chicken Rice.. but Mummy wash mi up first.. so shy.. every looking at mi bath... *blush* After dinner,we sat Grandpa car go home.. Mummy laid down my food n water when we reach home.. I finish everything up all at once.. People hungry mahz.... Hehe..

I'm full, hydrated n drii..ffff......ting toooo lalalan............d. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz